Newb Thoughts

I'm absolutely new to the tech field and new to joining a new community. I'm not going to lie I do feel anxious doing my first post like this because I do love coding (even though I'm not good at it yet). I don't know what I'm suppose to do when joining a community in a certain field. There was probably a step by step guide on what I should do but I probably missed it XD.

I was wondering am I alone about feeling overwhelmed and anxious? am I just weird?